Chote se Gopal little krishna

What I can say,I never knew that one day I would be able to sketch Krishna,my drawing was very average in school time and then after school never tried it.

Hari Bol

Feel blessed upon mercy of Krishna.

No More Heaven

Tears are wet but tending to stop as well saying quietly fear always take back seat comparison to acceptance.

Eyes will keeping storing all types of memories but allow heart to open only cherished moments only.

World will enjoy serveral attempts asking to build,keeping proving,learn to be happy as well but the natrually happy soul never require to do so in abode.

One day when soul will tend to wrap up everything to begin the journey.

That day when all tears and memories will come under one roof in one colour,will  not even whisper allowing soul to be the only speaker.

Every moment will be an excuse to laugh, no more wishes to seek heaven in any time frame to last.

If I then Only

If I hold myself then only I can walk.

If I listen then only I can laugh.

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If I empty then only new memories can be welcomed.

If I forgive then only love can get more chance to happen.

 

Pleading to Exhaust

Not impressed by world again but still want to live cheerfully happily spirit not in refrain.
Why so much still confusion  knowing that results are not my solutions.

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Enough dragged by desires so letting them go is the only way to acquire.
Oh shri hari please hold the hands of this servant pleading to forget the existence, thinking of you becomes  the only essence.
All the senses are willing to exhaust except the eyes employing tears serving the lotus feet lovingly dissolved.

Hari Bol

Flower of Tears

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Oh Vrindavan

   I have no idea why I am so addicted to think more and more about you.

Free from past, present and future thoughts, love is now the only demand.

Can’t claim equivalent to gopis who forgot dry eyes as Krishna was the only hope of life. Oh Vrindavan, I see myself far behind promising that I belong to you,so forgive me for all the inaction towards you, cover me in your dust  to serve allowing me to  shower you with flowers of my tears.

Hari Bol

Please check further about these organisation doing great work to preserve heritage of Vrindavan(the highest spiritual place).

Home

http://www.fflvrindavan.org/en/

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Vrindavan-The Only Soul Place in the World

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Finally after so many long years of waiting, Shri Radhe Rani allowed me to see & feel Vrindavan, the highest spiritual place in the world. The reason for saying this because Vrindavan is more Radhe Rani’s place and in obvious terms she decides who will enter Vrindavan. Researching more about this why it is like that I found an interesting reason.

In separation to Krishna shri Radhe Rani cried so much for about 100 years that her tears actually created a big lake in vrindavan, an example of true love which soul always seek far beyond for than our limited mind understanding, puts  Radhe Rani naturally in authoritative  position  that who should be entering Vrindavan.

Since I have returned to my home, not a single day passes when I don’t think of Vrindavan. Vrindavan is absolutely not an ordinary place, I completely feel that even if I get chance to be on most beautiful place on earth, I would say that this can’t be equal to vrindavan. In one way it can be said that it just home sickness or anything else like too religious but if I am feeling that all my questions of why this& that or unnecessary emotions have taken pause, constantly hearing chanting of  a name which is giving shape to my energy, calmness, blissfulness, intelligence  then this place has something great to offer me, I just need to closely monitor my happiness level graph.

Completely immersed in self sufficient  happiness indicated that to avoid any sort of  diversion would require some sort of constant activity, which is none other than start doing selfless service for Vrindavan.The only remote tool, I can think of  is writing, offering my words onto the dust of vrindavan requesting to shri Radhe rani to forgive my limited mind and heart as they are absolutely useless and allow this soul to be truly  in your service.

Further talking about service, I want to highlight about two organisation associated with noble objectives.

Friends of Vrindavan and Food for Life organisation working hard to make vrindavan clean, green, more rich in culture and most important preserving the heritage. The recycling programs, constantly cleaning of garbage ,organising programs to spread awareness, planting trees etc. are quite impressive and I firmly believe that it will grow further. As they are dependent on public support to carry on their operations, please find more details of their work through following links and support them if you wish as such.

Radhe Radhe

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http://fflvrindavan.org/en/

 

 

 

Shri Krishna Janamastmi-The Soul Day

Shri Krishna Janamastmi is tomorrow and once again I am deeply in tears thinking about this day.I always name it as Soul day.There is always constant flow of emotions completely unstoppable.Those emotions reminds me how much unconditional blissfulness I missed.This day seriously claim that Yes there is GOD and I can deny his presence in my tears.

Continuously thinking about planning this beautiful day, I noticed that whatever I was thinking was happening automatically by itself,I didn’t have to do much. Oh Krishna, I am becoming helpless to express.Oh shri hari bless me to feel every day like this,  in which I am overtaken by my soul who fearlessly embrace true happiness which is none only you Krishna.

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