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Insight Thoughts

“As It Is”

I wonder that when I started this journey “As It Is”, that moment/day must be very special moment because it has taken an extremely beautiful and meaningful turn. I am reading this book at present and I am loving it. But why this book, it matches to my to the concept/philosophy that I have been exploring and the most important thing is that I clearly felt that life is too short and why not do that you really care for yourself and for others.

After battling for about 10 days with covid-19 infection, along with my husband was simply an eye opener. At one point, I felt that “Why this to me “? I again paused and listened the voice inside .”This could have been worse, at present you are in this much fitness that you can cook and clean”. This is not on ordinary situation, this deadly virus has taken millions of lives around the whole, businesses have turned upside down and yet you have survived so well.

To be very honest, this disease brought so much purification in my life, that I never thought of before. I feel that this is the right time to read the pre-ordered book and spread the awareness, that we are truly eternal entity. At present, I am reading the introduction part which is clear explanation that we are eternal beings.

Faith can change, a Hindu may change faith to become Christian or Muslim or vice-versa but in all circumstances the change of religious faith doesn’t affect the eternal occupation of rendering services to others.

I will be bring more good points (attached with possibly a story).Till then, I am attaching the two links to know more about book distribution or to order one. I hope visiting these links will provide will give the answers that you are looking for.

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No More Heaven

Tears are wet but tending to stop as well saying quietly fear always take back seat comparison to acceptance.

Eyes will keeping storing all types of memories but allow heart to open only cherished moments only.

World will enjoy serveral attempts asking to build,keeping proving,learn to be happy as well but the natrually happy soul never require to do so in abode.

One day when soul will tend to wrap up everything to begin the journey.

That day when all tears and memories will come under one roof in one colour,will  not even whisper allowing soul to be the only speaker.

Every moment will be an excuse to laugh, no more wishes to seek heaven in any time frame to last.

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Pleading to Exhaust

Not impressed by world again but still want to live cheerfully happily spirit not in refrain.
Why so much still confusion  knowing that results are not my solutions.

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Enough dragged by desires so letting them go is the only way to acquire.
Oh shri hari please hold the hands of this servant pleading to forget the existence, thinking of you becomes  the only essence.
All the senses are willing to exhaust except the eyes employing tears serving the lotus feet lovingly dissolved.

Hari Bol

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Flower of Tears

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Oh Vrindavan

   I have no idea why I am so addicted to think more and more about you.

Free from past, present and future thoughts, love is now the only demand.

Can’t claim equivalent to gopis who forgot dry eyes as Krishna was the only hope of life. Oh Vrindavan, I see myself far behind promising that I belong to you,so forgive me for all the inaction towards you, cover me in your dust  to serve allowing me to  shower you with flowers of my tears.

Hari Bol

Please check further about these organisation doing great work to preserve heritage of Vrindavan(the highest spiritual place).

http://friendsofvrindavan.com/

http://www.fflvrindavan.org/en/

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Vrindavan-The Only Soul Place in the World

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Finally after so many long years of waiting, Shri Radhe Rani allowed me to see & feel Vrindavan, the highest spiritual place in the world. The reason for saying this because Vrindavan is more Radhe Rani’s place and in obvious terms she decides who will enter Vrindavan. Researching more about this why it is like that I found an interesting reason.

In separation to Krishna shri Radhe Rani cried so much for about 100 years that her tears actually created a big lake in vrindavan, an example of true love which soul always seek far beyond for than our limited mind understanding, puts  Radhe Rani naturally in authoritative  position  that who should be entering Vrindavan.

Since I have returned to my home, not a single day passes when I don’t think of Vrindavan. Vrindavan is absolutely not an ordinary place, I completely feel that even if I get chance to be on most beautiful place on earth, I would say that this can’t be equal to vrindavan. In one way it can be said that it just home sickness or anything else like too religious but if I am feeling that all my questions of why this& that or unnecessary emotions have taken pause, constantly hearing chanting of  a name which is giving shape to my energy, calmness, blissfulness, intelligence  then this place has something great to offer me, I just need to closely monitor my happiness level graph.

Completely immersed in self sufficient  happiness indicated that to avoid any sort of  diversion would require some sort of constant activity, which is none other than start doing selfless service for Vrindavan.The only remote tool, I can think of  is writing, offering my words onto the dust of vrindavan requesting to shri Radhe rani to forgive my limited mind and heart as they are absolutely useless and allow this soul to be truly  in your service.

Further talking about service, I want to highlight about two organisation associated with noble objectives.

Friends of Vrindavan and Food for Life organisation working hard to make vrindavan clean, green, more rich in culture and most important preserving the heritage. The recycling programs, constantly cleaning of garbage ,organising programs to spread awareness, planting trees etc. are quite impressive and I firmly believe that it will grow further. As they are dependent on public support to carry on their operations, please find more details of their work through following links and support them if you wish as such.

Radhe Radhe

http://friendsofvrindavan.com/

http://fflvrindavan.org/en/

 

 

 

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Shri Krishna Janamastmi-The Soul Day

Shri Krishna Janamastmi is tomorrow and once again I am deeply in tears thinking about this day.I always name it as Soul day.There is always constant flow of emotions completely unstoppable.Those emotions reminds me how much unconditional blissfulness I missed.This day seriously claim that Yes there is GOD and I can deny his presence in my tears.

Continuously thinking about planning this beautiful day, I noticed that whatever I was thinking was happening automatically by itself,I didn’t have to do much. Oh Krishna, I am becoming helpless to express.Oh shri hari bless me to feel every day like this,  in which I am overtaken by my soul who fearlessly embrace true happiness which is none only you Krishna.

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Waiting To be Restless

The last scene in MEERA movie fills my eyes with tears.This last scene totally justifies the fact when Bhakti becomes life then there are no if and buts left.In this scene the most touching aspect is when Meera was given a bowl of poison to drink in front of everyone following the order by established Dharam guru which she accepted it with full grace and amazed everyone on failure of punishment, proves her  unshakeable faith in Krishna.

When bhakti take such a powerful form then there is no question of life/death,no pondering over right/wrong,sorrow/happiness,success/failure is left, as soul has taken over the full control.

There is no question of even Yoga left because every moment soul is peaceful & full of love which is ultimate aim of Yogis to achieve.

Oh Shri Hari I can’t compare myself against Meera. Meera, who gave up all the comforts of life to just follow the soul’s desire which is one and only you Shri Hari. Oh Shri Hari, I don’t know, how far I have come along on this path but one day this soul will be tired and restless by worldly love & desires which sometimes increase or decrease then oh saware ,allow your mercy to awaken the Meera inside me, discarding trembling over births, dancing freely in your loving madness.

 

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A Day In Vrindavan

I completely feel Vrindavan is not an ordinary place.The reason why I am desperate to go  is to  get easily soaked  in the name of Krishna from head to feet.I strongly agree that when I will fully meet the requirements of entry then only effortlessly will be opening eyes looking the devotional sky of Krishna’s mercy.

Oh Krishna whatever is the reason but feeling of Vrindavan through this gives me satisfaction of selfless service unto your lotus feet.Oh shri Hari if I can’t go there for the time being,then please support me to transform my heart into vrindavan allow to build a temple decorated with garlands of emotions,lightning by the eternal bliss and the most important is offering you my tears.

Hari Bol