Is my existence a question to prove or to go with flow?
There are so many questions still on mind but failing to find answer every time.
Responsibility matters but enriched with love and appreciaton makes it far better.
Appreciation is our nature but have we chosen to think more rather than overlooking future.
Not willing to roll into dreams every moment to live is what I care to believe.
I have no idea why I am so addicted to think more and more about you.
Free from past, present and future thoughts, love is now the only demand.
Can’t claim equivalent to gopis who forgot dry eyes as Krishna was the only hope of life. Oh Vrindavan, I see myself far behind promising that I belong to you,so forgive me for all the inaction towards you, cover me in your dust to serve allowing me to shower you with flowers of my tears.
Please check further about these organisation doing great work to preserve heritage of Vrindavan(the highest spiritual place).
Care for Cows
Shri Krishna Janamastmi is tomorrow and once again I am deeply in tears thinking about this day.I always name it as Soul day.There is always constant flow of emotions completely unstoppable.Those emotions reminds me how much unconditional blissfulness I missed.This day seriously claim that Yes there is GOD and I can deny his presence in my tears.
Continuously thinking about planning this beautiful day, I noticed that whatever I was thinking was happening automatically by itself,I didn’t have to do much. Oh Krishna, I am becoming helpless to express.Oh shri hari bless me to feel every day like this, in which I am overtaken by my soul who fearlessly embrace true happiness which is none only you Krishna.
The last scene in MEERA movie fills my eyes with tears.This last scene totally justifies the fact when Bhakti becomes life then there are no if and buts left.In this scene the most touching aspect is when Meera was given a bowl of poison to drink in front of everyone following the order by established Dharam guru which she accepted it with full grace and amazed everyone on failure of punishment, proves her unshakeable faith in Krishna.
When bhakti take such a powerful form then there is no question of life/death,no pondering over right/wrong,sorrow/happiness,success/failure is left, as soul has taken over the full control.
There is no question of even Yoga left because every moment soul is peaceful & full of love which is ultimate aim of Yogis to achieve.
Oh Shri Hari I can’t compare myself against Meera. Meera, who gave up all the comforts of life to just follow the soul’s desire which is one and only you Shri Hari. Oh Shri Hari, I don’t know, how far I have come along on this path but one day this soul will be tired and restless by worldly love & desires which sometimes increase or decrease then oh saware ,allow your mercy to awaken the Meera inside me, discarding trembling over births, dancing freely in your loving madness.
Can’t get enough of this extremely heart touching poem about Krishna.This beautiful poem by Queen Kunti has made me speechless about the level of devotion.
I don’t know what to write more.The only thing is coming in my mind little little steps towards Krishna is proving new exploration, multiplied joy and flow of desired tears.
Live Festival Celebration
Happy Janmastami everyone
Today the celebrations of Shri Krishna Birthday has started and will continue till midnight in most temples.
Here are some more link for those who can’t attend the festival but still can feel involved in celebration.
The biggest day of my life has come Birthday of Shri Krishna.Please check this website for this year’s Janmashtami celebrations in London United Kingdom.
For other countries please check your local ISCKON temple celebrations.
This day for me is like soul day because concentration is totally towards Krishna .This day I I keep listening & talking about Krishna only ,easily get tears of unlimited ,unbeatable happiness feels like flowing like a pure stream of river.
It reminds me my childhood days in India when me and my younger brother used to be so excited ,decorating room with lights,balloon,making lots of arty things making Mathura city where Krishna was born & Gokul village where Krishna was taken after birth.My mother used to make lots of Indian sweets, yummy vegetarian dishes serving Krishna first then for us to eat.
This divine day I was denying to celebrate few days ago when I had a car accident.My fear was overriding my emotional fitness gained due to Krishna.I felt so guilty realized by my partner’s help for a small materialistic thing I am foolishly rejecting the incomparable joy .
Oh Krishna please forgive me for all known & unknown wrong thinking I have been going through.
Oh I just can’t wait for the big day tom.